Look I have been living in a wild ass dust storm/ thunderstorm being chased by huge fucking tornadoes for the last few weeks. I am exhausted mentally and emotionally.  As I noted in my previous post that things keep popping into my head and fuck how my emotions pull me all over the place. Last… Continue reading Oh how the world knocks me down

I sat looking at the word “Title” for this post for longer than I would like to admit. I know what I need to get said in this post but I have no Idea what to call it. I am going through what I would like to call a realization faze in my life right… Continue reading Taciturn

Okay so here it goes… Please keep you fucking mouth shut till I am done. I want you to keep your fucking mouth shut. I want you to stop spewing your fucking negativity all over my life. I want you to stop talking to me like I am a piece if shit. I want you… Continue reading You wanna know what I want?

The last few months have been quite an interesting experience for me. Interesting things indeed. Now I know I may get flack for this but fuck it, the reason I started this blog as LadyKillPop was for the fact that I wanted this blog to be anonymous and I wanted the freedom of getting things… Continue reading Curious Minds

So subtly titled. So is the truth. So is what lurks within. I chose to call this post Il Buio and hoping Google did not fuck up the translation I was looking for, god forbid that would happen, just remember we are talking about my life so nothing will come as a surprise. I called… Continue reading Il Buio ~ The Darkness

Well hello there you stunning mother fuckers. How are you all doing? ME? Well I am fucking brilliant thanks for asking. Today I come to you not with a heavy heart or needing to get shit off of my shoulders. Instead I come to you bored as fuck, really not in the mood to work… Continue reading Just because I am bored

As my previous blog stated loud and clear I am going through a Fucking shitty time at the moment and I am trying my best to blast through this motherfucker guns blazing, but I am not quite there yet… I was going through some of my old Facebook posts this morning and stumbled upon a… Continue reading 5 Minutes Only

Hello there dudes and dudettes, it has once again been some time since I have jotted down my madness and it’s truly just because my life is insane, busy and always on the go. Yet I do wish it was not. Time flies by like a motherfucker and all I want to do is stop… Continue reading Such is life

​ Poem – Burn To The End Some days I feel faded But today I burn bright. So long I have waited And now I will give up this fight.   If I decide to wait Slowly I will fade The wait, like a fight But it is all over on this night.   If… Continue reading Poem – Burn To The End

​ Poem – Hidden Lies My mouth full of lies And they block your eyes The sunshine never comes   God I’ll make them pay Take it back one day For pushing me across the line Never will it be my time   It never feels like home Sitting all alone To ashamed to speak… Continue reading Poem – Hidden Lies